Dream on// :D

“Some people sleep easy, some people don't
Seeking the light on start to feel so alone
Some people make it better, some make it worse
You thought he held you lightly, yeah he got you where it hurts
You're not the one, you're not the one to blame
Dream on Hayley
Don't look down, there's nothing here for you to see
Dream on Hayley
You're just about there, don't give so up so easily
Dream on Hayley
If you don't feel love, dreaming is the way to go
I know, I know, I know
Some people trust too much, sometimes that's you
Shouldn't be a bad thing, it's more than I could do
So much disappointment over the years
You're willing to love completely, but it always ends in tears
You're not mad, not so mad, to me
Dream on Hayley
Don't look down, there's nothing here for you to see
Dream on Hayley
You're just about there, don't give so up so easily
Dream on Hayley
If you don't feel love, dreaming is the way to go
Dream on, dream on
I can't keep dreaming on
Gotta keep dreaming on
Dream on Hayley
Dream on Hayley
Dream on Hayley
Dream on Hayley
Don't look down, there's nothing here for you to see
Dream on Hayley
You're just about there, don't give so up so easily
Dream on Hayley
If you don't feel love, dreaming is the way to go
Way to go, way to go, way to go, way to go, way to go”

Beach Day :D

  

Without love Life is like the seasons with No summer

Without love Life is rock 'n' roll without A drummer 

Darlin’ i'll be yours forever 'Cause I never wanna be Without love

Jumping & Taking pictures = weird body pictures. bahha

'Cause without love Life is like a beat that you can't follow

Without love Life is doris day at the Apollo

Darling, i'll be yours forever 'Cause i never wanna be

Without love So darlin never set me free

I <3 You

  

'Cause without love  Life is like a prom that won't invite us

Without love  Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

Without love Life's a '45' when you can't buy it

Without love Life is like my mother on a diet

Like a week that's only mondays

Only ice cream never sundaes

Like a circle with no center

Like a door marked "do not enter!"

Darlin i'll be yours forever 'Cause i never wanna be Without love

now you've captured me

without love

I surrender happily without love

I ain't lying never set me free

no no no no

i don't wanna live without love

Darlin you have best believed me,

never leave me without love

Fireflys!

"You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)

Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)

Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams...."

- Owl City.

And I have tickets! October 23nd baby!

And Matt Kearney Tickets.

And Felisha and I are taking a surfing trip this weekend.

Have I mentioned I love San Diego??

<3

Loving my Seether collection tonight.

 

My goodbyes with the lovers…. :(

(Seether quotes in between here. I cant help it, they are just so stinking good”

“Call your name everyday, when I feel so helpless, I’ve fallen now….but I’ll rise above this”

 

“Walk away from the sun, come slowly undone, I can see in your eyes, Ive already won. Turn away from the ones that hurt everyone, I can see in your eyes, your coming undone…medicated and scared, this smile is so hard to wear…”

“Good God, your coming up with reasons, your dragging it out, its the changing of the seasons….just follow me down”

“You could have been the real one, you could have been the one enough for me. You could have been the free one the broken down and sick one, you could have been the one who I lie with. You come around when you finally face this, you come around when you find me faithless. FMLYHM, dig it up, tear it down I love the sound when you come undone.”

 

The beautiful room! (Lights off)

(Lights on)

~The wall next to our beds is our “Inspiration Wall” It has maps of where we’ve been/want to go, quotes, bible verses, magazine cut outs. Its pretty amazing.

~This bed setup is amazing. It lets us have 3/4 of the room for sitting space for cov group and guitar playing…plus we get to cuddle to sleep and play this awesome new game I made up tonight with Patrick, Andrew and Hunter called “Bed Diving” Where basically we jump off my desk chair onto the beds. Its pretty amazing.

~ So Ive worked 32 hours in the past 4 days, and the rest of the time I have been unpacking and meeting the new girls. Im totally spent right now…so Im heading to bed soon. I have another 8 hour shift tomorrow then monday I start school :D

Tomorrow we pick up Cosmo and Wanda, and put up our curtains! Our home will finally be complete.

Horray!

Ive been staring at this screen.

I fully intended to write about all of the cool things that are happening right now.
But then this song came on. And now i cant even move. But I cant stop crying..
I want this so badly..

I know you’ve heard the stories
But they all sound too good to be true
You’ve heard about a place called home
But there doesn’t seem to be one for you
So one more night you cry yourself to sleep
And drift off to a distant dream

Where love takes you in and everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in

And somewhere while you’re sleeping
Someone else is dreaming too
Counting down the days until
They hold you close and say I love you
And like the rain that falls into the sea
In a moment what has been is lost in what will be

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart

And this love will never let you go
There is nothing that could ever
cause this love to lose its hold

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in it takes you in for good
When love takes you in

Why did I not see it?

How do I never see the lies? How do I never notice that you are never telling the truth?

Better question...how do you live with yourself? Well, i mean besides pretending that im a bitch, and pushing away all rational thoughts of good judgement. Besides running away from every account of responsibility in your life and moving on to something that doesnt take work.

I always held out hope for a you that was real, and better. I almost ruined myself, in order to see you become what I see in your eyes. Someone who doesnt want to become what he hates. But I realize now that you are just that.

Now I see that the only thing you think of is yourself. And I thank God that you only appreciated a part of me. Because you never fully captured what I am, and what Im capable of. Because this heart, that would love and care till the end of the earth... deserves SO much more than you.

Im not crying tonight, but i am sad.
Because I realized why you are so scared of being alone. Even for a week.
You cant stand who you are either.

God help me I tried.

At least I was always only one person. And right now that one person is so glad that she finally cant stand you.

You'll always be in my prayers. But i'll never regret walking away from you.
:/

First whole day with the Ave!

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<3 it!!