Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I think I just realized I have no idea who I am.

Is that ok? Is that a bad thing? I have absolutely no idea....

Lex and I have been talking the last few days, I've missed him so much. But we keep saying how hard it is to miss what was, but to be so disillusioned about the future.

He gave me this song this morning, and it really helped me through the day. I wanted to share it.

~Tomorrow~

"wake me up when today is over
for I cannot bear the noise
put me to sleep in silent whispers
inside of God’s own voice

is this the feeling of redemption
or the shoulders of despair?
and since I fear tomorrow
please come and meet me there

angel of tomorrow
say a prayer tonight
when I find myself alone
afraid of being known
and holding on for life

like a dream that comes to haunt you
and there’s nowhere left to hide
God, collect the tears like water
and turn them into wine

after all the noise is gone
like prayers left to die
I scarce can take it in,
so where do I begin
to trust you with my life?

angel of tomorrow
say a prayer tonight
when we find ourselves alone
afraid of being known
and holding on for life

it’s a paralyzing fear
cold to the touch yet so sincere"
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There is a candle standing in the Ferari Chapel in Venice, that is burning away all this pain.
I hope it burns out soon.

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