Wednesday, November 3, 2010

And if we never meet in this life, Let me feel the lack.

The possibility of moving back has shattered me this week. Did I make the wrong decision in coming here at all? Oh, how different everything would have been...
I can't figure out if it would have been better or worse though...

Honestly it makes me sick to think about it all...

Maybe it just came up so that I could re-evaluate? But some days I miss my old life so terribly that I actually feel my heart breaking a little. What haven't I said would give for some of that back?

An is this God giving me a way? Or is this another challenge?
I pray for clarity, daily... because God knows I cant take anymore challenges right now...

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