....No one gets it.

And for some reason that always turns out to be a justification.

EVERYONE hates me for this weakness. I think deep down, even he does, really. I know everyone in his life does, and as is pretty evident so does everyone in mine.

I get physically sick... EVERY DAMN TIME.
Stop being so mad at me.. PLEASE? I don't know what to do anymore. I'm trying to make it go away, but it will always be pressure cooked because everyone over THERE thinks its ALL me, and everyone on my side thinks it's all him...

The truth is always so very hard to find in this. Maybe because it's all so fake?
I just wish I could permanently find my way out...