I think I decided tonight, that Id rather live with an open heart... one that cares and forgives and loves and hopes...
Even though its hurts so much more than just not giving a shit.
Life really is easier when you care about no one but yourself... but I tried it.. I cant do it.
So even though everytime I get back up and try to care again, I get called
Pathetic, Selfish, Over-emotional, and a liar...
I dont really think I care.
Being Vulnerable is way more brave than living a lie.
And I'll do it, even if Only once every few years it helps someone. It's who Ive always been... and Im tired of not being me.. :/
I just pray someday, someone will understand my heart, know my intentions.. and maybe even love me for those things.
<3
Your over-emotional author.
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