I cant sleep.
There's something up but I don't know what it is...
Maybe its because I have an exciting day planned tomorrow?
Maybe its because I'm stressed out about time or money?
Maybe its because I now officially am renting my own apartment?
Maybe its because A gets married this weekend which really freaks me out?
Maybe its because I feel behind?
Maybe its because I feel guilty about things?
Maybe its because of my dreams, and my fears that they are real?
Maybe its just from the sheer strength it takes to not call you and check?
Maybe it was just something I ate?
The worry, angst, fear, desire, excitement, stress, and mind-numbing thoughts that I've downed with a cherry coke tonight, are making it near impossible for my eyes to close.
I just have this feeling again, that if I close them I'll let something else sneak up on me...
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