So I really need a book deal.

If for any reason just because I swear I cannot sleep until I write.

And currently my insomnia has lasted about 45 hours. And those were work days.
BUT! On the other hand.. I just got out of bed, took Grace for a walk at sunrise (Which involved literally shoving her off of me and dragging her out the door, poor thing does'nt sleep much when I don't... except you know.. all day) So anyway we walked down to starbucks where I literally said a blessing over the place for being open at 530.. they are gods.. seriously...

So anyway.. Im chipper.. and fiesty.. and well have no other outlet besides you fine people who decide to occasionally check my blog.
Its only 931 EST, which means I could MAYBE try spontaneously annoying the heck out of some of my closest friends.. And its only 621 PST which means that all of the business/money/mail/shipping/ordering crap that I need to hash out cant be done for another 3 hours...
My parents are asleep... and the dog is still irritated that I bothered her...

But after scrutinizing over many seasons of West Wing I can officially announce that I'm either going to find Bradley Whitford and clone him so that I can wait 23ish years and marry his suitable adorable clone.. or if I realize that he's not nearly as witty as Aaron Sorkin made him out to be.. then I'll just marry Aaron Sorkin instead. lol

- I could blame all of this wit and humor on the lack of sleep and caffeine.. but really I'm just happy. Like the real satisfied-joyful kind. I realized on my walk that I'm where I wanted to be... I mean its stressful, and hard some days.. a lot of days actually.. but I actually have accomplished everything I'd hoped to. And being able to do it on my own means a lot to me. I've had so much help from my family.. but getting my car and my apartment without a ring on my finger has some sort of value to me that I can't really describe. Being able to just think back over what I've done this last year, and not feel all the pain.. really meant a lot to me.

Feels good folks.

T-15 days till the move ;)