I feel like I do my very best to control it so that it doesn't effect everyone else, cause I feel like its the only thing I can control.
But you see the cloud that I'm wearing and you ask.
1. Why do you do this to yourself? I want you back.
-I have no idea. I really don't. I feel like I'm on autopilot.
2. Why do you care?
-Truly I don't. Which just reverts you back to number one.
I guess I'm horribly selfish.
And I want to fix it.
But more than that I want to let you help me.
I'm terrified of both. :(
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