I thought i wouldnt have to do anymore. These nights where i feel utterly and completely useless. I always just tried to keep someone around to at least tell me I was worth something. And now it seems that everyday I find out that i was and/or is a constant burdan to everyone in my life.
I really dont know what to do about it anymore, aside from just literally shutting up and never saying anything ever again. Which is what I think im going to try.
I just dont want to feel like this anymore. I dont know what good i am anymore. I even depress my dog, poor thing.
But the more I try, the more exsausted and irritable i get.
I literally feel completely helpless. This isnt me blaming anyone though. I really am just sorry.
:/
I listen to this praying someone would tell me this someday. And have it really be true..
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