Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Please, Listen to this....


Bloodshot - Jacks Mannequin



"The hills still left to climb and Its just so high, and Im just so tired..."


I used to just sleep, then when i couldnt take that anymore, I waited for my besties to get here, and went a little crazy.
Then I started running as my outlet and well...now Ive blown out my knees...
so running hurts REALLY bad, and I think its a really bad idea considering the sound it makes...
basically I have no outlet....and thats a really bad thing when I start thinking....

"Somedays,
I just dont think people get how hard it is to function when i live on the edge of a cliff and my drawer is full of narcotics."

- I wrote that months ago... but i never posted it because I knew how scared people already were....Im better.
But it doesn't mean that some nights arent still really, really hard.


Love you all...

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