Work..

- I love this picture -

So... I think that parking a 45 foot bus was probably one of the more interesting things I have done for Pub. Safe. So far...ahahah wow, I dont even know that was pretty rediculous.. I felt bad for the guy, he managed to get himself stuck in one of the lower parking lots...but we got him out...so thats what matters. Between that and the fact that we now sport black baseball caps as part of our uniforms pretty much just makes me look B.A/Completely Like a Man. But hey Im amusing..so thats all that matters...I think the rest of the night will just be me researching/writing like a mad woman...and I think Glen is helping me get a car so I can stay here for the summer?!?!? I dont know what I would do without him I swear....

Wow this song just came on... and it makes total sense.. I feel like I wrote it...

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Still here

Seeing the ashes in my heart
The smile the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

Maybe tonight
It's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say I'd be the one to runaway
But I'm still here