Listened to Jon Foreman Today...

Only you would know that this was a horrible idea. And you're not there.
Sigh..

Kelsey and I came to an amazing realization yesterday...

Kels says:
i think i am okay with myself.. I think that God's my best friend anyways, and i know He's on my team and understands me when the world doesnt.
Kels says:
wow, thats such a cool thought! : )
GOD UNDERSTANDS US NO MATTER WHAT!
ahahaha : D
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu says:
yeah it really is
Kels says:
that just made me so happy
SO happy
wow.. revelation
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu says:
i know
wait
so he realizes that...
i didnt want to
that i just wanted to feel loved
and hes sad for me too?
that just gave me shivers
Kels says:
: D
i feel SO much better
holy crap!
this is amazing!
he knows WHY we do what we do
understands our feelings, why we look at the world the way we do
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu says:
thats so important
Kels says:
this is AWESOME
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu says:
wow
no one else ever does
Kels says:
he understands us more than we understand ourselves, and he's like.. the big guy, you know. he's in charge of the universe, and he loves us more than anyone else, this is great! wow. i'm in awe : ) sorry i'm like flipping out, this is biiiiiig for me. hahaha.
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu says:
me too
imm so excited
Kels says:
: D
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu says:
love you girl
lets not forget this
Kels says:
never ever : D
love you too, i'm so glad we're friends, and that we understand each other<3
lavincent2008@pointloma.edu
me too!

Which means he understands what I saw, and he understands why im crying... and best yet... he'll never yell at me for any of it.
God, knows i tried. And thats all that matters.

There's a river underneath us
It's been looking for truth
There's a river in my veins
It's been looking for you
There's a river in our blood
From my fathers on through
I see you looking for the ocean, honey
There is a river in you

It's deep in your eyes (There is a river)
Deep in your eyes (The river runs)
Deep in your eyes
Deep in your eyes
There is a river in your eyes

I can see your eyes moving
Looking down towards the shore
You've been searching for substance
You've been searching for more
I can see your eyes moving
It had been twisting around
You've been looking for something, honey
That you haven't yet found

It's deep in your eyes (There lies a river)
Deep in your eyes (The river runs)
Deep in your eyes
Deep in your eyes
I see a river
Are you ready to learn?
There is a river in your eyes
There is a river in your eyes

<3