Im pretty sure that this weekend is pay back for a month of worrying people...

I AM ABOUT TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK!

Guys I love you all so much why is everything falling apart at once, especally when im not there to help. I love you, please be ok.
Please be ok....

Ive been on my knees, my heart bowed down.
My head in my hands, my face to the ground.
Lord if there is something I can do,
Please show me now.
Watch over them tonight...
My heart is breaking
My eyes are swollen
my head is aching
I feel so broken.
I need to be there. But I cant tonight.
Im here and I pray that they are alright.
Watch over them,
I cry out for them
Watch over them tonight...