Why did I think everything would be easier now?
If I made a song out of the lines of songs I keep skipping it would sound a lot like this...
Its like 2 people talking I just realized. The bold is me...
"I see shadows of who i used to be, So long love, say goodbye, lets not waste our time.."but i miss you like hell, I still hear you in this old piano, I know we dont talk as much but please write me a song, give me something to trust just promise it wont just be the keys that you touch", But now im stuck inside a memory, "you forgot about our destiny, didnt you love me?" Im crying out 'THIS ISNT HOW I GO, All I know is that my days go on and on without you here, Dont be there, you be around and I'll be square. "Did you know that I could never leave you? And did you know, that I could never beat you? I will let you down, when you FINALLY trust me FINALLY believe in me, trust me I'll be there when you need me, you'll be safe here, I will let you down, once you finally believe in me." I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet? "Bring your secrets to me, just give me your hands and Ill let you feel the warmth." If you believe in me how can I be disolving? If you'd believe me I'd tell you everything. ."
BUT YOU DONT DO YOU?
No joke, that is exactly the order the songs played through.
Apparently my random shuffle even knows about this weekend. I hate my life, and myself sometimes, but a lot of the time just the repeating story line that is this...
Im seriously going to be sick..Im so sick of this.
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