Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Oh the blessings of not having a computer.....again.

Well, besides a lot of time actually spent with people here, and getting to play awesome games, and get pancakes, and ACTUALLY get homework done, I seem to be much less stressed...which is weird.

However, I also get to use other peoples computers....which means other peoples music...which means I find treasures of music that I used to love, and have missed so VERY VERY much =) yay! Annie and I are like the same person, its awesome.

Some lines from my favorite songs, and some of the actual music so that when i get my compy back I remember to get it =)

(Sang this at CL sophomore year)
Never Alone - Barlow Girl
"I cried out with no reply, and I cant feel you by my side, so I'll look high to what I know, you're here, and I'm never alone."


(Sang this last Easter with Brad...managed a 3 part harmony with sarah...I never thought it would apply so well..still gives me chills..)
East to West - Casting Crowns
"Im not holding onto you, but your holding onto me"


(Courtney K. gave me this CD jr. year)
Everything we had - The Academy Is..
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.



(Listened to this song sophomore year probably 96986 times)
Scars - Papa Roach
"I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried, Im sorry but Ive got to move on with my own life"



(LOOOVEED this when it came out..sara gave it to me .(of course)I remember she showed this video to me on Fuse and it scared the crap out of me... I think she enjoyed that ;)
The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars
"Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
"



(In 9th grade I used to listen to this on the internet at school, cause I thought it was sooo bad that I couldnt listen to it at home..)
Cold - Crossfade
"I never meant to be so cold to you, im sorry about all the lies, maybe in a different light, you could see me stand on my own again....I never really wanted you to see, the screwed up side of me that I keep, locked inside me so deep, always seems to get to me..."



(haha I used to play and replay the credits of spiderman to listen to this...)
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessionals
"Vindicated. I am selfish I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right, I swear I knew it all along"




***(Its been 3 days, I figured out that you don't care...that + this song made me cry tonight...but that's ok...at least everyone says it is..guess I was more in the way than I knew)
Slide - Goo Goo Dolls
"Ohh..put your arms around me, what you feel is what you are, and what you are is beautiful"


Goodnight everyone...I dont know when I'll have a computer again...but my friends and the library are good to me..so probably soon!

<3

1 comment:

Aaron said...

Yeah real cool making me watch that freaky video. Nightmares all night long.

I had no idea Vindicated was on the Spiderman soundtrack hahaha. Speaking of Spiderman, remember that one time we went to see it and you refused to sit near me? Real cool.